let's talk about love..

I feel it's very unpredictable.

Sometimes you thought you have it, but you dont.

Sometimes involve misunderstanding, trust is lost.

Sometimes I thought of the backstreet boys song, " I don't care who you are, where you're from, dont care what you do, as long as you love me.." - I start to doubt myself with this. I started out with a simple mind of an innocent girl thinking that love should be something like this. Now? I think it's not. Maybe love is blind in the beginning of the r/s, but gradually this blind thing became more "transparent" as in you begin to know each other better - behaviour, character etc.. and you ponder, you think further into the future.. Will you be able to accept him the way he is? (I dont like pple to change cause of what i said, cause I think he wont be happy).

Maybe I care too much about the outcome. I am selfish in this case. I think the more I experience in r/s, the more I dont know how to define love. It's complicated.